RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

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RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Loveurself on Sat May 19, 2018 05:48 PM

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Thankyou much appreciated Marin .The world needs more love and compassionate people . I think this world would be so much nicer if it was so .

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Margo48 on Sat May 19, 2018 11:20 PM

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Hi 'loveyourself' , I am thinking of you and wonder if your husband has found the peace that you want for him. I am in Western Australia and my thoughts are with you and your family. Wishing you well. Kind regards, Margo

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Loveurself on Sun May 27, 2018 03:45 PM

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Hello Margo , On the 22nd of May2018 at 8:15 am my best friend my beautiful husband passed away in my arms .So yes he is at peace. I’m happy he is at peace he was mentally hating what was happening to his physical and mental state so I am glad he is free from the prison of cancer.But it is soul destroying for me I’m 47 years old and so saddened and empty and I do not really want to be on this hell on earth without my husband his funeral is Friday I’m devastated to say the least my gorgeous funny intelligent husband is not by my side and I have a life sentence not having him here with me I apologise but I’m so sad for myself and my husband we had so many plans and so much love for one another I will never be the same ,

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by MarinS on Sun May 27, 2018 03:54 PM

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Hi Loveurself...I am so, so sorry for your loss and your pain. It will take some time before the ache becomes less sharp and overpowering and you must give yourself that time. Your last sentence might hold the key to your ability to find some solace. You asy that you "will never be the same" and it seems that that might be a part of your husband's last gift to you. There are many people who will never, in their entire lifetime, know the love that you've known. As painful as it is now, that is the greatest of gifts and you will, one day, find a way to celebrate that gift. I wish you comfort and peace.

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Margo48 on Mon May 28, 2018 01:21 AM

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Dear 'loveurself', how sad your news is, but this is what you wanted for him. Peacefully leaving this world, in your arms. Your pain is still raw. His passing just happened. I admire you and your husband. I could not just wait for death to come, but then again, I do not know what will happen when it is my turn and how I will react. Please, be kind to yourself. It takes time to adjust to a life without your love. No doubt, he will remain with you in spirit. Thinking of you and wishing you much strength and thank you for sharing your experience with us. Kind regards, Margo

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Loveurself on Thu May 31, 2018 02:19 PM

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Hello, Thankyou for your kind words much appreciated. Tomorrow is my beautiful husbands funeral . I have kept busy makinhg sure his wishes are honoured for service. My pain is raw I am sleeping on chair in kitchen I can’t sleep in our room .i love music but can’t hear it right now everything is so painfully quiet and I’m the boisterous one. How ironic. My husband and I had a lot of projects we wanted to do and my mission will be just that to Finnish what we started .I want to do a garden for him with our little granddaughter Sophia she loved her pop off that’s what she called him .So we together make a colourful garden .I know it hasn’t hit me yet even though I’m aching inside I know the worst is yet to come but Brenton is in Peace I know this for sure I felt it And that I’m happy .My husband told me before he passed to just take care of Sophia and that she needs me and that I know is true.i will honour my husbands wishes my husband was the most beautiful person I had ever met .I will be loyal to him til we meet again .yours kindly Catherine

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Loveurself on Thu May 31, 2018 02:40 PM

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Hello, thank you your thoughts are appreciated,Yes my husband and Brenton is now at peace and I truly know this I felt it.And I am happy for my amazing husband who was my world and will always be my hero . Tomorrow is his resting day my time flies it really does when your life is turned upside drown by the cruelty of cancer .But I must stay strong for him and my family my son and his beautiful partner and my gorgeous granddaughter Sophia she needs me and my husband knows I will always put Sophia needs first .Thankyou very much and I would love a cure to be allowed out to us the people it would be such a nicer place without it.

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by MarinS on Thu May 31, 2018 06:23 PM

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My heart aches for you, Catherine, and I'll keep you in my prayers. It is wonderful, though, that you have your little Sophia. Just focus on caring for her and I'm sure that it will help. Love, Marin

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Margo48 on Fri Jun 01, 2018 04:32 AM

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Dear Catherine, I am thinking of you today and pray that your day may be peaceful. I am sure too that you will enjoy looking after Sophia now and in years to come, like your husband would like. Your husband will live in your heart forever, never to be forgotten. Look after yourself. ??????

RE: RCC kidney cancer matastised lungs liver brain deterioration

by Loveurself on Wed Jun 06, 2018 05:14 PM

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Hello Marin ,I apologise not returning email sooner .I have been off line for a couple of days .I would like to say Thamk you very much for taking the time to give me words of genuine support .Much Appreciated.I have to be strong now and Finnish all the projects my true love and I started and wanted to achieve and I will .And my little precious Sophia and I will create a memorial spot for our pop off who will be with us at all times.i miss him so much ! The love we share is everlasting and pure and I will always honour my best friend my world my Husband. Catherine
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