Hi lisa,,
My husband also left me while I was going through breast cancer, I feel your pain but know its not u.. ive been going through this now for about seven months, ive only found peace by prayer.. my husband has filed for divorce and is committing adultrey its ripped my world to pieces., keep your husband lifted in prayer bcuz god is able.. my husband is a pastor the devil is out to steal kill and destroy marriages ,., just pray gods will be done in your life and remember he never closes one door without opening another.... he may have something better for you isnt what we want to hear but what we feel is right for us god doesnt c it the same way.. all I can say is stand and pray for your marriage until god releases you to let go.. I will pray for u...