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  • jacq-e has replied to a post on the message board

    Thanks u diana

    October 06, 2014 view post
    • jacq-e has replied to a post on the message board

      Thank you all for your replys, the past few days have been extremely difficult, i look the box with his ashes in it and just want to fall apart its crazy the man i loved so much fits into this small box.  I know i have to push forward for our children. Its hard but i have too. Thank you for all your support.

      October 06, 2014 view post
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        Thank you Kathy.  I thought somehow it would be easier becauseWe know it was coming, but its not. During the day its easier i stay busy, but after the kids go to bed i fall apart our bed is so empty my heart hurts my soul is broken.  I wish I could talk to God and He could explain why.

        September 28, 2014 view post
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          My husband, bestfriend,and soul mate passed away Monday at at 1107 Am. I thought things couldnt get worse than the day we found out about the cancer.  Life isn't fair I, hurt so bad. I know he is better off he isn't hurting any more but i miss him. I don't know how to function alone. After taking care of him every second of the day for the past five months I do know what to do now.

          September 25, 2014 view discussion
          • jacq-e has replied to a post on the message board

            It is really hard, i feel like when I give my husband the attention he needs my kids go with out I feel like losing him is losing part of myself.. Jacque 

            September 05, 2014 view post
            • jacq-e has replied to a post on the message board

              Thanks so much

              September 04, 2014 view post
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                My husband had been home for several days when he fell and i was unable to get him back in bed.  I call the FD for assistance and they told me he was running a fever so we took him to the er from there they admitted him.  His WBC was 33.2 and its supost to be between 7 and 10 normally. Since Sunday it has all gone down hill he doesnt know who anyone is or what is going on. He has to be restrained because h...

                September 04, 2014 view discussion
                • jacq-e has replied to a post on the message board

                  I find myself depend and leaning on this website for information, guidance, and support.  Life is a fickle thing, I feel like i have so many blessing 3 beautiful and health children, a love family who live to far away but are all very supportive.  I guess what im just wondering how do I get rid of the anger that is consuming me.  Im mad at the doctor who misdiagnosed my wonderful husband for over a ...

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                    I have spent so many hours away from my children during this process and i know they can only be protected from so much.  Our 3 year old stayed in bed all day with my husband, he seems to be protecting him. When we at dinner last night he told that daddy needs him and it took everything i had not to fall apart.  Our older ones understand more and are really supportive we pray together every night. It is ...

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                    • jacq-e has replied to a post on the message board

                      I need one in person. 

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